Okay. Calling all peoples. ;-; 

Do anyone know any songs or musics that has the chorus bit in it? Any kind. With little kids singing the chorus background or in the song or music. Creepy chorus or even the church chorus(Not the hymns themselves, but you know. Chorus background-esque.).

ANYTHING~! *DIES*

...help.

All right. I think it's about time I say something since of what one particular event that took place at school is what I believe is the last straw. I am a calm person and I don't usually get too discouraged over something like this, but... it's beginning to go too far with this...racial discrimation that have been occuring lately. Ever since the Virginia Tech shooting, I've kept my mouth shut and hid away in my art and even though I do feel remorse for those who have lost their lives, that doesn't mean that people are allowed to make racial jokes towards any oriental person or single them out because of their ethical background.

So, for those who know me or so, know that I am half Chinese and half Vietnamese. Both in which I am proud to be, but however, ever since the Virginia Tech incident, I have to admit that lately, being of Oriental descent isn't so much fun. ESPECIALLY when your peers begin to make racial jokes or comments merely for the sake of their own amusement without any other consent. Sure, I'll tolerate each and every one of those comment, but there is a line that I would much rather not cross if it needs to come down to it. I may be Asian, but it doesn't mean that I am the same kind of Asian as that young man who killed all those people. Also, it doesn't mean that I would randomly come to school because I am too goddamn emo over something and start shooting everyone in sight. I, for one, am not that sort of person and I treasure life and do not wish to end it, especially those who don't deserve such fates.

Which now brings me to say, why on earth would I make a hit-list on the girls' bathroom wall in which I have not ventured to as of this year, much less any time recently? Answer: I wouldn't as I see making hit-lists is pointless and to make it public is foolish.

That's right, I've been randomly called up to the office this morning because someone decided to mention my name as someone who wish to do harm to people within the school.

All I've got to say to this is... this is ridiculous. I understand it's routinely to ask a student if he or she had any problems in school and to see if they are potential hell-bringers, but honestly, if anyone has cared to look, do I seem like a deeply troubled person to any of you? A girl who sits in class either as a zombie or someone who is partially drawing something instead of listening to what is being taught, or socializing with the few people that are all right to talk to. Seriously, I admit that I'm not as social as I once was, but enough and not enough to not form grudges against people or have them form grudges against me. But apparently, someone out there is so foolminded as to think that I would be a potential terrorist simply because of my background... OR, but the simple fact that they may probably have something against me because of some idiotic dislike. Yes, I've had people dislike me for really, really idiotic things, but those are the kinds of things that can be ignored as they are simply idiotic. But still... whatever the reason for even considering me as a large threat is beyond me and after all the disciminatory acts that have been made towards me so far, there is this to say...

I've had enough with the racial remarks, jokes, and whatnots, but if this event is also a part of this, then this is taking this too far. And if this continues, I will honestly make sure that this will not escalate any further and that all disciminatory acts cease immediately. And no, it's not taking a goddamn gun to school and start shooting everyone in sight-- fuck no. Seriously... I will not stand for this any longer. And if things are needed to be said, then go right ahead since people are so arrogant enough to say unnecessary things in my face anyways.

....I seriously... had... enough.

There. There is my rant for the week. Good night.

You know...?

Life has it goods and bads. 

Sometimes things are at its best like when you find someone that you can trust can freely call family without a care if the world. Someone you can trust when the world turns its back on you. Someone you love and care about... more than anyone. Someone... special.

Then sometimes there are the bad. Like when one of the only people who you ever come to trust is torn away from you... Like when your best friend is put into a hospital because she is label "different" by those who can't see a human inside of her, but a thing that can be tossed around without any regards. Like when people try to "fix" things that don't need to be fixed. When they condemn their own kind when there isn't any reasons at all...

Life has its goods and bads...

Right now... All I see is the darker side of life... 



...And al I can say to it is....

It's NOT fair.

What do you think of Chibi?! =D!!

...O.o;; Did LJ change?... 

The posting part, I mean...

It looks different... 

wow...





Interesting.

HAHA I'm moving along with this mini trend since...well... I dunno. XD;; I'm boredish. All well, here we go...

There you go. Now I must sleep. Seriously... staying up really does take it's toll... -.=;;

Does this darkness have a name?
This cruelty, this hatred, how did it find us?
Did it steal into our lives, or did we seek it out and embrace it? What happened to us?
That we now send our children into the world like we send young men to war...
Hoping for their safe return...
But knowing that some will be lost along the way.
When did we lose our way?
Consumed by the shadows,
swallowed whole by the darkness.

Does this darkness have a name?
Is it your name?